My Life Lesson To You

It sometimes takes listening to someone else's problems to put your life into perspective. You cannot be perfect. Sometimes you can't even be excellent. Sometimes you can't even be normal. No one is normal.

I have no idea why people pretend that their lives are perfect when inside they are completely losing it. Why do I have to act like I don't hurt to make you feel better? Why do I have to act like we are doing wonderful together when really we don't know if we will make it thru the day? When you keep your emotions bottled in, severe outbursts often happen. Isn't that why children get guns and shoot up schools? Or disgruntled postal workers shoot up government buildings? Because they were pretending their lives were normal and everything was going right but inside they were dying! Dying to tell someone what was wrong. Dying to vent to the world. Because they wanted attention. The erratic behavior that you see and hear from me on a daily basis is me completely. I don't hide my moods. I don't pretend that I am something that I am not. If I wanna scream at the top of my lungs at you because I honestly think that you are an asshole bastard bitch, then I do that. And I wouldn't think twice about doing it.

It disturbs me that I meet someone and they portray themselves as something they are not. That's deception. That's bribery. It should be against the law. If I was to do something crazy, out of this world, insane.....people would be on the news saying, "we knew it was bound to happen one day." NOT "I would have mever expected that from her." I am no sweet and innocent. I am not a virgin, hell I am a slut. I am a sinner. I do not pretend to be a saint. Why would I? The devil in sheeps clothing. That's what you will end up with. And that's not good for me.

So to recap:

I am insane. I act insane. Its my personality. I share my personality with others from day one.
I do not like liars. Lie and betray and get permanently erased from my mind.
If you hold shit in, it'll come out as explosive diarrhea, so its best to shit it out while its still solid.
No one is perfect. So don't try it. It will result in failure.
No one is normal. So don't try it. It will result in failure.

Peace and Love

Crystal Robinson

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